A party is coming! I’m scared!

Commercial Parties, Scenology — By Adele on 19 March, 2006 7:23 pm

I’m doing a party for Northern Spanking Institute on Wednesday. It’s a schoolgirl special, in which Amy Hunter, Niki Flynn and yours truly will be wearing our favourite uniforms: a different one in each half. I haven’t met Amy, though I’ve seen her spanked quite a lot; Niki and I work together really well, as proved by our recent NSI shoot.

All the same, I’m a bag of jitters.

I’m trying to calm myself by fantacising that I’m being made to do it. Perhaps, it’s a court order, or maybe I’ve been auctioned to pay off debts. It’s out of my hands, I just have to show up and take what’s coming to me. The fantasy is powerful; it helps me incorporate my natural nervousness about meeting new people into the party mindset. Thus, instead of distracting me from having a good time, the fear heightens my spanking hunger.

The important thing is not to get carried away to the point of looking like I don’t want to be there. The parties are supposed to be a light-hearted affair, not a well of psychodrama; you can’t very well play head games when you barely know your counterparts.

I don’t need partners to role-play, though. I’ve perfected the act of role-playing with myself.