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Drifting Fantasies
When I started this blog, I wrote that my sexuality was focused around spanking, and that I had no other fetishes or interests. At the time it was true. However, today I have stopped to take stock of the things that excite me – the things that have started to excite me, that have become attractive, or have come to the forefront of my fantasies – and I have found some curious things.
My non-spanking fetishes involve: girls who wear glasses, pretty feet, girls dressed as boys, boys who wear panties, girls who play drums and guys who play violins. OK, I suppose, girls dressed as boys have always excited me, I just haven’t really thought about it. And the last two are not exactly sexual fetishes, either.
On a more practical level, I have started wondering about hot wax, and about thin red collars with leads attached (the end of the leash is always, always in a girl’s hand), and about doubling up with a girl to torment a willing man – or doubling up with a man to torment a girl. My kink is drifting. If I didn’t find it so atrociously hard to submit a tiniest crumb of control, I’d even go and check out some of these things.
I’m thinking, it would be fun to experiment with something I’ve never done directly on video. You always see things advertised as “the model’s first – whatever”, and I can’t claim that it’s always untrue. I think it would also be safe to explore D/S activities on camera, because nobody expects you to go into the headspace under the circumstances. I’d get all the physical fun without having to surrender my precious control.
I wonder…
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Girls that wear glasses… very hot! The contact lens trend of the last several years have made glasses largely a thing of the past. Too bad. Your ‘doubling up’ fetish is also a real good one. Maybe you could work the two of these into a video… [g]
If you ever want a girl to torment on video, umm, yes. ;) I even wear glasses most of the time. And drag occasionally. Um. *flees*
.. Seriously, your point about experimenting with D/s on camera is a really good one. I’ve never been spanked by a woman (my two first long-term relationships were both with women and very traumatic, which fucked me up a bit) and really want to try, but I’m almost certainly going to do it for the first time in the “safe space” of filming. Similarly if I ever dare switch, although the idea makes me so self-conscious can’t imagine that experience being anything other than humiliating!
I dunno about you ladies, but my interests tend to wander at times. They usually refocus after a while.
You know I think all we spankophiles go through this process of expanding our horizons, its natural, we are inquisitive, experimental people. Your little/thin red collars and leads thing sounds very sweet and gentle, it seems more symbolic than a real trek into bondage/BDSM, it suggests a great deal more submission than is displayed. Go with it. You are nowhere near done with growing and learning, we never are.
Todd & Suzy – Glasses are great. I suppose, people should be allowed to wear contacts between scenes – to, you know, to see better ;) – but as soon as the scene is on, the glasses should come out, too. When I take over the world, it’ll be the law.
Pandora – Now, switching for the first time on camera is a scary concept! Having to come up with convincing lines… eeek! If there was a script, though, it wouldn’t be too bad. As for getting spanked by a woman for the first time, that probably *would* pretty safe: no emotional baggage, no headgames, just seeing what it’s like.
IWasRobert – Sure, it drifts, and yes, it does get refocused… but it’s always interesting which way it’s going to wander next!
Graeme – I hope never to see the day when I’ve stopped learning. The red collar thing though – I think it’s less about submission for me and more about rampant exhibitionism. :)
Hot wax is fun at the time, but I’m not sure whether it’s better after the event or even better, I mean (the skin tingling the day afterward, being around a group of people/coworkers and feeling it, and knowing something they don’t know). A new first is like another interesting detour.
Now video, that’s as intense detour too, it will be interesting
Bad bunny, well done ;-p
.mine are definitely girls in glasses and dressed as boys in shorts and then I veer into very wide belts, worn under clothes is fine as long as I know it is there and braces/suspenders which I have to see.
Now, if Pandora really hasn’t been spanked by a girl yet her first time might well be on film next month – with Matron! Goodness help the poor girl :-)
Michael – Of course! How could I have forgotten suspenders? *smacks self on forehead* Thanks for reminding me. They definitely look hot on girls.
Lucy – Hush, don’t scare the poor lamb off ;) I can tell she’ll be an asset to the prison population.
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