That girl, she’s tainted
Commercial Parties, Rants, Raves and Reviews, Scenology — By Adele on 20 March, 2006 9:42 amStress and self-doubt are the order of the day, munchkins, and a lot of it has to do with the Wednesday party.
A little history: in the end of January I did a two-day shoot, and somewhere in the middle of the second day a tiny blister raised on my butt with a leather paddle started bleeding. No big deal, I thought. I’d had worse grazes in my first hungry days in the scene. We covered the spot with plaster; I finished the day being hit elsewhere. I couldn’t even feel it.
That was almost two months ago, I remind you, and the mark is still not gone. I haven’t done any work since then, and I’ve played only lightly, but the mark where the skin had been broken is still very much there: a tiny patch of tender skin. It’s visible only if you squint, but it’s there.
I’ve been told of weak spots, which are a professional hazzard for spanking models and pro-subs: the bits of skin that (they say) never heal, that (they say) start bleeding no matter how lightly you get spanked, that (they say) will be with you forever, and ever, and ever. I’m not sure how or why they appear, and what you can do about them, but that’s as much theory as I know.
So, I’m sitting here and worrying. Is my mark one of those scary weak spots? Am I going to start bleeding from the lightest smack on Wednesday, putting everybody off? Or worse still, am I going to have to stick a plaster on it from the start, and ask people to smack around it, like a greedy spanking ‘ho who doesn’t know when to stop working, because all she can think of is getting paid?
The unfairness of it stoppers my breath: I know women who shoot every week, with private appointments in between, and seem to have virginal backsides. Me – you could count the days of work I’ve ever done on the fingers of one hand. It just seems to be way too early in my career to have got a professional injury.
This could be nothing. This could be just a regular mark that takes a while to heal, not some sort of mythical Weak Spot of Doom.
But I just want it to fucking GO AWAY, please, preferably before people stop giving me work.
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That girl, she’s talented.
Good luck on Wednesday, Adele. I guess a few nerves and self-doubts are only normal, but I’m sure everything will be fine on the night. Please post a story or two about the party for us poor souls who can’t make it.
Maybe a small piece of transparent micropore tape over the delicate spot? I’d suggest getting some at the drugstore and experimenting with a sample….
P.S. Runners use micropore tape to cover blisters on their feet that have not completely healed.
Good advice, Fesseequebec! I’d never have thought of that. :-)
Adele, my sweet, I’m sure you’ll be fine. I do think you should cover it up and I don’t think a little plaster is a big deal. I can always make an announcement at the party that I’m the one responsible for the spot (yes, I am) and that they should be careful not to hit you there. Then you don’t look like a greedy spanking ho. Not that anyone would honestly think that anyway.
I had no idea you were so nervous about the party and meeting new people! I thought I was all alone in that. I almost always get sick before a shoot or party with new people because I’m such a bundle of nerves. It’s nice to know I’m not the only freak. ;-)
Fanfare: Don’t you worry, there’ll be a report – as detailed as other folks’ privacy allows, of course.
Fess: Thanks! Sounds like a good idea; I’ll see if our local chemist has anything like that. If not, I guess, plaster will do.
Niki: We can be scared together, then. Anyway, there’ll be Lucy and Amy to offset our introvertedness, so a bit of nerves can be excused.
Deary me – what a pair! Please don’t worry girls, I will look after you – don’t I always? ;-) Will have a wee look at your mark when you arrive hon and we can discuss best course of action, but don’t worry about what the guys will think – they’re just delighted that they get to spank some girls other than me for a change! ;-) It will all be grand.
Just had an additional thought. Since it was, by your own admission, your doing Niki, can I get to cane you myself at the party? :-D
Well now – nothing to have worried about. You were – both of you – terrific. A pleasure to meet and to spank! I hope you had a good time. We certainly did. As for the spot…apart from the early part where the plaster came off, no one noticed and no damage done – I hope. A big thanks from me and hugs. Keep up the good work with the site.
Thanks, Sam! It was really good indeed, and I’m not sure now what I was fretting about…
Did this spot ever heal? Having just discovered your blog, the idea of a sensitive spot that continously bleeds is a very, very eek idea.
It’s completely gone, Kim, thanks for asking. Mind you, it turned out not to be the “weak spot” of the kind folks were warning me about, but simply a little scar that took longer to heal than everything else.
These weak spots do exist, but thankfully, I’ve been spared one for now.